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Posted on: Monday 03/19/2018 05:43:59

Christ, you know. It seems every time I write here, it's because I have some issue or another. I know, it's on me. 

I was in a relationship. Yes, was. She is very intelligent, well read, sweet, multi-talented artistically yet career oriented, very beautiful and sensual. We both expressed love for each other many times, and she constantly reminded me of my good qualities, stressing to me to be good to myself. So, she massaged my self-esteem as well.

Yesterday afternoon, I was dumped. She messaged me she thought it was time to move on. I could not reach her after that. I sent her a text saying that if she was dropping me, please not to do it like this, and at least give me a reason. Tell me something. Anything. I got no reply. In the late evening she posted something on FB that let me know she had found someone else that she probably thinks she will be better off with. I have heard nothing from her since.

My head bitten off and spat out by love again. Of course, I am  suffering the usual heartbreak symptoms- I didn't sleep last night, no appetite, feel lost and worthless and hopeless. My nerves are shot, but I am drinking caffeinated tea as if it is free beer at a concert or football game. One good thing is I see my therapist early this evening. 

This is probably the shortest "trouble entry" you have ever seen from me.

  • Fritz The Bootlegger Says:
    Sorry about the latest. Do your best to get back out there. You miss 100% of the shots you don’t take.

    And at the risk of sounding pedantic....people are sensuous.Vegetables are sensual.

  • kittenheel Says:
    I hope things went OK with your therapist. Are you healing well from the car accident? /homepage

  • lermontov Says:
    Head to the local meat market, chat up a Thot and then look into her eyes as you grab her right by the pussy. Presidential dating! You'll be rolling a cigar in her snatch in no time

  • lermontov Says:
    I'm only kidding - but on the plus side - you loved her and wanted her to be happy - and now she is - so you did kind of get what you wanted

  • kittenheel Says:
    Well that turned on a dime ...

  • Simon Says:
    Sympathy but no advice from me on matters of the heart, I’m afraid, due to my complete lack of experience; but for your and Steve’s benefit, more information on the use of the words sensual and sensuous are given if you follow this link.

  • lermontov Says:
    KH - that's what he (KB) said!

  • lunamor Says:
    I think Steve is still smarting from getting "cyborg" wrong, and is trying to prove himself, and getting it wrong AGAIN. Tsk, tsk.

    I am so sorry you went through this...it just sucks. I hate not having any closure, but sometimes it's better not to know why. Because the end result is still the same, and knowing why may just hurt our feelings unnecessarily. You might be too much or not enough of this or that for her, but just the right amount for someone else.

  • Fritz The Bootlegger Says:
    HOLY FUCK ITS A MOVIE QUOTE, PEOPLE.

    FFS. Uncultured swine.

  • lunamor Says:
    I hardly consider "Animal House" a shining example of "culture."

  • Fritz The Bootlegger Says:
    I hardly consider you to be a shining example of culture.

  • kittenheel Says:
    Are we doing general name-calling now? Because if so, "[Something] times infinity!"

  • lunamor Says:
    I love Mary. She's my favorite.

  • Simon Says:
    Haha. Sorry, Steve, for my cinematic naivety. For those who, like me, were woefully ignorant, here it is:



    /homepage

  • lunamor Says:
    I don't think I have ever seen Animal House. But even if I did, there are a lot of 80s movies I haven't seen since, well, the 80s, and certainly do not remember. I've given birth since then. Several times.

  • Fritz The Bootlegger Says:
    I’ll bet anything KB remembered that quote.

    And fun cinematic fact: the girl working the cash register is the same actress that played Maggie O’Hooligan, Danny Noonan’s Irish girlfriend in Caddyshack.

  • knifeboy Says:
    Yes! She is, isn't she? Yes, I remembered that quote. Do you remember the "hot dog and taco shell" scene from the Elvira movie?

    Anyway, she is currently now making snarky posts I know are aimed at me. I'm not a wuss, but it is hurtful and unnecessary.

  • Fritz The Bootlegger Says:
    I actually never saw the Elvira movie.

    Respond to her posts by saying “is this because I gave you herpes? I told you we should’ve used a condom.”

    (Don’t tell her that)
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